I am loved and adored.
i hate myself.
They see 24601,
i see “drop this class”
They see my creations,
i see my missed deadlines.
the world is better than i am.
i exist to breathe, and eat, and sweat, and talk and touch.
it is the love i have for my friends, and more so their love for me, that i still continue to breathe, and eat, and sweat, and talk and touch.
two doses of medication cannot change the fact i am a failure.
i hate myself, for good reason.
do not follow in my footsteps. my path will lead you to where i am now.
i am weak. somehow you were fooled in thinking i was anything else.
go and live, and be not afraid of greatness.
some are born great
some acheve greatness
and some have greatness thrust upon them
i threw mine away in a most unceremonious way.
go and live.
Mr. Reous' Thoughts 